Right now...

Right now I'm breastfeeding a baby for what seems like 18 hours a day.

Right now I'm worrying about how the heck I'm going to be able to continue breastfeeding when I go back to work.

Right now I'm loving how much Ryan loves on Aaliyah.

Right now I'm dreading school starting again.

Right now I'm loving that Aaliyah loves the swing.

Right now I'm trying to get back to "real life," but it's so hard.

Right now I'm thankful for three healthy kids.

Right now I'm wishing I didn't have to go back to work…ever.

Right now I'm loving all the things that come with a new baby…her smell, the noises she makes, kissing her little lips, the way she wraps her fingers around my finger when she's eating, the way she sleeps on her hands, and on and on and on.

Right now I'm grateful that I have a husband who loves our kids the exact same way I do and who is a great teammate.

Right now I'm hoping I can smoothly navigate pre-teen-ness.

Right now I'm wishing Aaliyah would just learn to like a pacifier and not just my boobs!

Right now I'm really, really happy.

:)